All my feels ;w;
Personal Blog: rants, thoughts, feelings, chuckles and perspective in life

My name is Zayuri. These are my feelings and unspoken words. Here's where I let out my inner rage or attempt to get over my qualms.

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I’m moody as fuck so if you want a relationship/friendship with me understand that there will be days that I will not care for your presence even though you did nothing wrong followed by days where you’ll be the only person that I want to talk to despite having nothing to say.

A drunken mental note.

Here’s something a little, cryptic. 

Mind clicking a little… tic tick. 

Shouldn’t have slept there, nope, hic. 

Shouldn’t have stayed there, words slick. 

Passions are crazy, can’t pick. 

Am I selfish? It’s hazy… Lip lick. 

Don’t get me started, tongue click. 

These feelings are naughty. Nit pick. 

Who’s judging? These eyes are. Self kick. 

The feelings are gray here. How sick. 

Affections, they drive me. Heart prick. 

Emotions, they slay me. Brain trick. 

The guilt stays, it’s heavy. What a dick…

Another drink, another round, has my mind slipping upside down. 

Another dream, spreads another worry, this life is flashing too fast

Life’s just another hurry.

Memories haunt me, though they tease me.

They make me sick, but yet they ease me.

Fingers and lips they trace what has been touched, only leaving yet another rush. Another blush. Another hush. 

Another secret to be held, because society will judge the tale. 

I feel the eyes of those who are sick of me, staring and judging and mentally kicking me. 

But worry not my life, but your own, there’s only so much judgement you have shown. 

"I will destroy you in the most beautiful way possible and when I leave you will finally understand, why storms are named after people."
— (via c-linic)

Crush - Sometimes

"It’s a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier, healthier life. As children we are told to smile, be cheerful and put on a happy face. As adults we are told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade and see glasses as half full. Sometimes reality can get in the way of our ability to act the happy part though. Your hope can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint. In these moments, when you just want to get real, drop the act, and be your true scared unhappy self."
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"I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give. Except for a rare few."
— Katie Kacvinsky, First Comes Love (via meikuro)
"The years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It’s then you realize this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult – but you are not ready."
— (via exp3ctopatr0num)

i wanna know you better than the back of my hand,  and what keeps you up at 2am.

i wanna know what song has been stuck in your head, and how you’d look in my bed.

i wanna know what words are on the tip of your tongue, and hear about your dreams, even when you have none.

i wanna know what brings tears to your eyes, and what your face would look like if i kissed the inside of your thighs.

i wanna know how you like your coffee in the morning, and how cute you look when you’re snoring.

i wanna know you better.